Sharing my experiences with God through my reflections on life
Friday, October 15, 2010
God is ABLE!!
God is Able! As I continue my current Bible Study, I have learned God is able. Priscilla Shirer spoke about Ephesians 3:20-21 which says -
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations for ever and ever! Amen.
God is able to do for me. I know that, but I often limit what I ask God to do. The Bible Study focuses on how God is ABLE in a BIG way. He can do beyond, beyond and way past, my way past. Well this was demonstrated to be in a big way yesterday!!
In May of this year, I completed the last of six memory quilts I made for my friend, Taby and her family. I had been on the Internet surfing and discovered a Christan Writer's Conference to be held in September of this year. I called my friend, Taby, and told her about the conference and how I had wanted to write a book for several years about the ministries God has put into my life. Well, Taby knew the speaker and urged me to go. She volunteered to pay for my airplane ticket to North Carolina. So, we met in San Antonio for the quilt pick up. The last quilt was made for Taby's niece, Jetonna. It contained pictures of Jetonna and her mother and was made of Jetonna'a mother's clothes. We had a nice lunch and Taby and Jetonna both gave me money to attend the writer's conference.
Taby and me on left with Jetonna's little boy, Jetonna on right
I came back home and was filled with doubt. I researched the Conference and plotted numerous combinations of airline tickets, lodging, rental car, etc. The bottom line was I did not feel like I should spend THAT much money to attend the conference. At the last minute, a scholarship was offered. I submitted a letter and waited. The scholarship letters were judged by Cec Murphey. I did not win the scholarship. I took that as a sign from God, but in reality God provided (money from Taby and Jetonna), but I balked. The conference filled up and I did not go. I emailed Taby and let her know the time was just not right for me - I was too afraid!
Flash forward to Thursday of this week, I was blogging and adding some new blogs to my list. I found out that my friend Alice Kolb had a blog. Alice had encouraged me to write a book about the memory quilts. I went to see her blog and she had Cec Murphey's blog listed on her blog!! I went to his blog and found out he was going to be in Comfort Texas at the end of October conducting a writing retreat. So I signed up.
So even when I was not able to do make myself go to the original writer's conference in North Carolina, God still made it happen. I know God wants me to write this book, but I have trouble with being obedient when I do not what steps I will have to take and if I can do it. I know God will guide me. I know God will open doors, but I am still afraid.
My new mantra is God is able. He can do beyond, beyond and way past, way past. I will keep reminding myself of that as I start down this new, scary path!